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♥ getting older on April fool (:
basically im just being who i am, a simple gurl living her life the way she likes.
can't bothered to write anything more cause im just too lazy to tell mOre & promise to write more wen im free(:
♥ LOVE KID LOVE YOU ! HATE KID FUCK YOU ! peace ! ♥
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 9:07 PM
OUTING TIMES !
elosh !
hees ~
as usual kid late update again
huhu~
OH WELL i been bz wip skool n werking laa..
but nOw my skool laa important banget dong !
PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT !
fuhh !
oke now i start wip the days i nvr update..
hmm,
starting wip mon: i did go skooling still sick..
but at nite i reali2 have to top p my ezlink
so i rush to tpy the nearest mrt to top up
i mit hYM shOO sweet of him to accompany me laa seyy !
tues: i went to skool ! i got alot of thing to do seyy..
pening !
at 12 i wen back cabot laa tuh !
i mit HYM lagiik !
ask hym to bring 3thing he suppose to bring..
LAPPY*BOOK*VCD
he bring it all..
mit at tamp tat was wen im wip my kalzmate,rizal(:
we take cab & wen to tpy..
sit at library..
i kip thinking.." knape beg dia mcm besar gtuu?ada BOMB ke ? "
huhu~
we at lib play lappy..
atlast at nite i wanna go home
as usaual he will send me home..
den i got to know thing inside his beg actualli is for me ????
W O W !
gosh ! isn't he nice gerl ?
it was superr heavy !
kip asking 4 the book i wanna borrow frm hym
but he say all togather in 1 paper beg..
i was oke !
reach home wip a S M I LE on my face
hees !
i had a bath n wen in to my room to see wad it is..
u know wad i had somehing i LOVE n books !
TWILIGHT !
all series ! but i was not tat hapie tat book cost a bomb u know
i hate it laa.. i jux wanna borrow but he buy me a new ONes..
haizz !
as long as dia ihklaz, aku terima dgn sepunuh hati
cheyy !
hoho !
wed: it was yesterday wen i mit him again
was surppose "DIA" amek aku aliin taO..
tap kata nyer nk service motor laa tulah..
benci !
soo i mit HYM laa..
we go tpy to eat
he treat me to huhu~
S W E N S W E N bebey !
im lovin it !
haha..
have fun taking pic of food..
we eat...
i love the soup bebey !
sit and talk all the way
den we went home
kid look shoo immature idotz (:
njoying e moment of eating ice-cream(:
where DIA kt situu lO..
i salam hym n den mandi..
all the way i watch teeBee like usual laa kn..
he beside me trying to tok to me
i dun know yy i felt WEIRD ! ???
hmm,on the same tyme i felt i MISS hym
aiyaahh...
sunddenly i had fever seyy...
my dad know me..
suap kn kid Obat lagiik
aiyaahh ! u know OBAT !!!!!!!!
i eat my cousin laugh at me !
ASS HOLE !
den he went home..
salam n kiss hym i felt ..
go in to my room & msg HYM !
he eply quite late till i sliep
haha !
S
O
W
I
E
(:
O
W
I
E
(:
ya tat all...
being thinking wad im doing todae..
i know i had a report n pp to do..
*RUSHING*
u know something i thinking like HYM is like my guy where as my guy is like a fwen
gosh !
y can't he treat me like wad my fwen treat me seyy?
is it hard ?
what am i in ur heart ?
jux nid u to be by my side tat all wad ?!
NOTE: kid hapie this week on sametime STRESS !
Saturday, May 23, 2009 7:35 AM
HURTING DAY OF ME
elosh !tired laa yesterday ..
go teman my cousiin shopping..
i was sick at tat tyme but i still wen outz coz2 bored at home for sure !
hees !
fun part wen we play arcade as usual laa my adks wanna play
i jOin along
we race !
guess wad the champion is here !
tat me bebey..
haha(:
L
O
S
E
R
(:
todae is jux not my day,
sudenly had a sharp pain ..
i help my mum wip the housewerk
den had a rest wen i know he be coming..
gOsh !
fOr soo long i didn't met hym..
u nvr know wad i feel..
i MISS hym badly taotao..
but den loOk like we jux can't communicate seyy..
sediih at first but i kip myself shut up.
we hardly tok..
at last he say he wanna go home..
it not 8 yet u know
i was SHOCK !
nvr he be back soo soon..
i felt like crying but i smile all the way.
sent hym out where we tok..
he kip asking me alot of question tat make me angry
the same question owaes..
im still smiling.
i think he tot of something.
kiss him n i left
i kip myself in room crying thinking of wad had happen
i felt uneasy n confuse.
all the way i be thinking
he say he be taking care of me wen he at my home
but den NTG !
1 year wip no celebration !
nothing but tat i can put aside all i nid is hym to stay wip me
& care abt me..
is tat hard BOI ?
is this relationship mean anything to u ?
is this wad they say " at first it smell nice but end up it turn bad ? "
fcuk !
NOTE: superr confuse !
Thursday, May 21, 2009 8:28 AM
MEMORIES TAT STAY FOR ME
elosh !wah long nvr update laa seyy !
oke2 alots of thing happen to me tis wk
alot2 skalii laa !
u know wat i mit hym all the way seyy
he is superr nice !
hees !
i ask hym for a break
i mean like take a break we both nid tyme too cool down n all.
but he refuse .
he bsing2 all the way cntacting me n all..
jux tat i feel diff he not like wad he used to taOtaO !
he nvr care like dulu..
even wen im sick he tataO
padahal i tol he oready seey
sediih knkn*
haiz...
ohya abt my OPERATION !
sure u all wanna know rite ?
oke i tell !
fuhh ! superr pain todae morning..
i woke up find myself drowsy n warm..
go toilet i see tat my "..." got like white thing gtuu..
den it BURST !
im superr scared tat i dun know wat to do..
so plan to go see doc in the afternOOn.
but since it BURST i think i betta go NOW !
TAT GUY wanna teman but at first i dun wan laa..
tot of going wip hym but i think back he bz nk ke teman ii kn..
sO i accept TAT GUY offer
better than go alone rite
im scared as u know DOCTOR laa knkn
go check doctor say
*"i get u loton to apply on it n medicine to eat
if it betta den im lucky babe but if it grOw tat mean
HOSPITAL !!!*
so no choice even i hate medicine betta den go HOSPITAL rite..
he pay my bill for..
wierd at first but i'll sure pay him back (:
denN.............
we go eat at tpy.
funny part wen i can't eat my OBAT in fornt of alot of ppl laa seyy !
cannOt cannOt !
hees !
go guardian to find something den we go home..
he anta me den head all the way home.
b4 tat knkn ! i saw $thOusand doLLar ! he is superr duperr crazy babe !
hees !
NOTE: *:)*
Saturday, May 16, 2009 10:53 AM
THE FRIGHTENING MOMENTS
i woke up this morning feeling feverish weak & uncomfortablei dun know y..
i got to know tat my operation part feel super pain.
i started to feel scared at tat moment
im blank!
i kip thinking abt the day i went tru it a;;
it painfull..
i really can't accept it..
im scared if it happen again
fcuk ! i hate hospital seeyy !
someone help me now..
i been lying whole day like a dying women.
thinking n thinking~
gosh ! wen im suddenly think of DAN..
he even go tru more than me
he is still strong
i told myself i can..
i tot of pressing it if it can BURST itslf
but it to pain full
i decide to see how it be..
i hand tis all to ALLAH
semoga tuhan menolong aku & lingung aku dari semua itu..
amin..........
NOTE : kid is superr duperr SCARED
Friday, May 15, 2009 9:16 AM
GETTING GOING BEBEY !
elosh !yeaH im hapie todae..
huhu~
u knOw the day i go out wip him..
fun giler !
he treat me like a princess
first he take me den go suntec in cab..
as u know i HATE cab..
reaching straight tgk JGN TEGOR !
my 2nd tyme watching it
huhu~
afta that we walk to esplanade
long time nvr go there laa seyy..
he treat me to "HAAGEN DAZ "
ofcOs i dunwan laa kn...hmm..
malu taO2...
hmm..den start wip the talking..
abt hym..
nOw i know wad he mean by not having fwens n all..
it hurt hearing abt him..
my tears drop slowly.
den we walk outside the esplanade
sat there..u know wat i felt shoo hapie tat day..
he even say tat he can't stop smiling(:
hapie to hear tat..
at nite i majOK wip him
huhu~
he kip say sowie seyy..
padahal im oke wip it..
hees ! he fetch me frm werk
u know wad ! unbelieveable
he gave me ******* ?!he is the firt ONE man
gosh !
how sweet is he..
u can't imagine tat
shoo gurl out there treasure him if i have him..
u wun regret it bebey !
i really want to say THANKYOU soo much for all u did
i realli feel great and hapie..
im soo touched by you
but as u know im att i cannot do anything abt it..
but y am i slowly to like u without knowing ..
i realli hope we still in cntact..
dun wan too lose u fwen(:
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 9:47 AM
CAN'T STOP THE FEELING
elosh !man boredem strick me !
gosh !
whole day at home do NOTHING
i been thinking all day long
is this want i want..
im not sure abt it
all i know i felt shOO bless n hapie
i kip smiling
but sumtime it make me think abt MUSTAQIM !
no man !
ishk !
at lash i told someone abt it
tat is my lovely Fannaa(:
she ask me to "fight the feeling"
??????
realli nid to end this b4 it get worse..
i been thinking y i nvr met hym first ?!
fuH !
*thinking thinking thinking *
B IM AM SOO SOWIE TO DO ALL THIS
REALLI SOWIE..
DOESN'T MEAN TO TREAT U LIKE THIS
IT HURTS ME TOO
NOTE: superr duperr CONFUSE
Monday, May 11, 2009 8:12 AM
THE STARTING OF FEELING
elosh !ferstly im at dead meat nOw..
i really dunnoe wat to
no One know nOw.
i jux dunnoe who to share it wip..
is it the starting ?
man !
im feel comfortable
shiit ! there i go again..
yy am ii feeling like tiz ? !
i dun wan to hurt any or to be hurt oke ?
realli nid to think seyy !
i dun wan to lose MUSTAQIM as well !!!
i felt tat he treat me better or wad seyy untill im like tis..
REALLY NIE SOMEONE NOW !
gosh !
NOTE : kid screw thing up babe
Thursday, May 7, 2009 8:37 AM
TRUST ME IT TYP AGAIN !
elosh !
how are you ?
hehs !
as usual he take me frm skOol
sO we wonder arnd again,trust me it tpy again
haha !
& ya i buy my mum present oready seyy
wallet !
lawaa laa seyy !
* entah dah blang lom hehs *
we slack at tpy again !
Todae had fun again
i didn't skooL
hang arnd wip "them" AGAIN !
tpy AGAIN !
huhu~
we take alot of pic again haha !
nice pic stupid pic pon ada laa seyy !
huahaaahaaa
i'll show euu !
reach home i felt little BINGIT wip my ibu
i know wad she mean by saying like tat to me !?
~ILOVETAKINGPICTURES~
NOTE : trust me ! kid loves taking photo & im having fun !
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 10:07 PM
THE DAY I HAD A BACKACHE
elosh !
i had a fall laa seyy..
still hurt sO i stay at home
follow by my sister too !
haha !
We decide to go tpy to eat.
and we actualli do a simple pinic at the park !
huhu~
it fun although my back still hurt.
we did take a lotz of picture
MOdel kata kn
haha !
we buy super alots of food tat dae
i felt bolt-ED
(:
i had a fall laa seyy..
still hurt sO i stay at home
follow by my sister too !
haha !
We decide to go tpy to eat.
and we actualli do a simple pinic at the park !
huhu~
it fun although my back still hurt.
we did take a lotz of picture
MOdel kata kn
haha !
we buy super alots of food tat dae
i felt bolt-ED
(:
&&&
yesterday, i went mit hym at typ
i wanted to buy something for my ibu
although, iii & my ibuu is not in a good term now.
well,it MOTHER's DAY OKE ?
fine i'll say sOwie to her.
cannot see her do all things on her own.
it hurt me.
seeing her like tis.
ibu,mai mintak maaf sangat2. bkn nk uat gtuu..tap mai rasa tk adiil ibu.
knape mai yg kene y not haf of it pass to anje.
asl semua mai yg kene
mai tk semua dibanding kan..
mai cuma nk ibu faham ape yg mai nk kata kn.. ibu
no matter wad i ILOVEYOU(:
mwah !
yesterday, i went mit hym at typ
i wanted to buy something for my ibu
although, iii & my ibuu is not in a good term now.
well,it MOTHER's DAY OKE ?
fine i'll say sOwie to her.
cannot see her do all things on her own.
it hurt me.
seeing her like tis.
ibu,mai mintak maaf sangat2. bkn nk uat gtuu..tap mai rasa tk adiil ibu.
knape mai yg kene y not haf of it pass to anje.
asl semua mai yg kene
mai tk semua dibanding kan..
mai cuma nk ibu faham ape yg mai nk kata kn.. ibu
no matter wad i ILOVEYOU(:
mwah !
Sunday, May 3, 2009 11:15 PM
late update !
elosh !on last wed at last ii mit hym
quite a while didn't mit hym
winduu gler !
hees !
he take me frm skool den go ecp to chill out as usual..
we back home at nite..
den we watch teeBee togather2..
fridae : i werk laa say was suppose to mit hym laa..
nvm..
tired as alot of customer in and out..
pinggang nk patah !
afta werk i &b cousin & bro & sis go watch movie
midnite movie !
eventhough im tired but still have energy to see..
biasa uhs matae aku act !
haha !
WOLVERINE !!!!
&&& saturday i watch " JGN TEGUR ! "
seram !
but as u know there someone beside me to hug i feel betta laa atleast
huahaha !
i kiping pressing on his hand
haha !
excited & scary !
huhu.
:DD
NOTE: kid is miss & having a tired day but fun !