myself

2010-12-10T00:05:00.000-08:00

eloshh !
i wanna say that im back to UBI (:
hehe !
Saya sungguh happyhappy.
But on the same time sad uhs, my fwen at whampoa tertinggal.
i miss her much .
i miss my bblgurl.

Been busy with skwel and home.
aiyaahh.....
kecohkecoh.
now currently at home with maya doing project
thanks to her ! mwah.
hehs !

Superr bored tat y i post smp tatauu ape nk post agik.
haha !
bbl mepek jelahh kan. haha !
Blog pon dah berabok. hehs.

Going sheeshaa. can't waet lahh ! haha.
miting u gurls later okeyy.

*siap-ing*

2010-09-06T19:14:00.000-07:00

ALOHA !!!
haha .
Okeyy gf ask me to update
so after so long haha ! i update ((:

Alots of interesting happen to me yu knoe.
haha ! well can't story2 now.
but soon kk ?
pwomiseeee ..........

i decide to update cos i miss him laa !
no one knoe tat.
well, i guess i cant mit him.
so allthebest to him
&&&
i realli think i shld move on now.
its like no use waiting ; hoping
when i oready know it doesn't gonna happen.
*sedihh*

feeling the breez
hearing the waves
make me remind of you ,
All comes
playingback the memories of us
smiling alone me at the beach ,
But since its the past
cant get it back
i rather throw it far far away ..

2010-02-02T09:07:00.000-08:00

eloshh !
im back *smile widely*
hees.
new year , new life n realli hoping for a new hope(:
&& even a new hair haha ! beetle. *rimas* now dah long hehs !
see picture all in fb. not all upload-ED(:

alot tingy had happed jux nid to accept it no matter wad.
my family myself n my skwel ,
haiyooo . hopinjg for the best
*go mai go !*
YOU MUST BELIEVE ! *remind me or someone*
aha.

ohh ya after so long didnt cntact him, we met jux now.
wahh ! lame shey .
we did alot of tokiing. we share stories n stuff
anew in him . n new hope of him.
seeing him change alot shey ; it hurt):
lending my ear to him. now i know y lahh kan.. haha !
hmms, but all the best to him lahh. as long as he happy.
but..................................................................
how am i suppose to mit his mum she...
superr scare lahh sheyy..
how how how ?
wad am i suppose to say ?
even his mum ask me to come jux now
as it is her bdae.
ohh ya , SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN(:
planing to buy her sometingy, wad shld i buy ??
ahaa. oh mann .
this is y i owaes wanting him to tell his mum the truth.
now it become complicated. realli hope nothing happen.
well, feel abit weird n sedih lahh plak..
tu tkleh blang sinii *maluu*
wanna know aslk luhh. *bby gurl confem nk tahuu*
urghhh.........!

okey2 dun think abt it lahh.
jux toking to wawan n feeling better now.
wanna think abt my garduation tml jek laa
no mood actuallii
haha !
bby syasya wil be there ! (:
will update wen im fwee.

nitez2
mimpimanis(:
*doa sebelom tidurr*

NOTE: before needing ; & now i know the truth. it shocking but accepting it. hapie2 kk, all the best(:

2009-09-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

elosh !

whole dayy at home

shoo i make my chocolatechip atlast

superr penat taOtkleh ANGS nye

huhu~
todayy i hapie i dun know yy seyy

kip smiling jekk

sawann kot aku

hees !

&& ya went out looking for kasOt my adks semua

buyy alot of thing actualii

he was there also actualli kn nk out buke lua wip hym den watch movie tros tk jad

hees p tpy jekk wip family

hees ! he looks nice but too bad it late

jux tat i wanna rest for now*sowie if this hurt uu

i wanna it be this way

shoo pwisshh !

haiyaa.....................................

okey2 now i wanna tell u alli got new niece tao

huhu~

cute glerr tao mcm makciik nyer

taotaotao(:

SNAP **
CUTE KNKN ?

&& ya !

i share wip u all ari tuh nyer shopping ehk

p ikea bebeyy !

blanje besarr !

*SNAPSNAPSNAP*

CLICK !

haha

NOTE: MISSING YOU BUT I WANT IT THIS WAYY

2009-09-13T10:55:00.000-07:00

elosh !
fuhh superr tired laa tOdae.
my pinggang become worse seyy aket dier
haiyooo !
but still wanna update cos dun wanna miss writiing abt my outingwip my bbtgurl !
hees~
super FUN super KECOH super HAPPENING supe FUNNY
hees !
THEME: ladyLIKE(:
ALL WEAR DRESS SHOO SWIT AGIK DEKTU DRESS MCM NK APE BANU !
GIGIT ! yummy !
b4 go out kn.....
SNAP SNAP SNAP*
hees !

mit at pp
me nan lina reach tere early waiting for the rest
semua dah smp cume one n onlii sya is superr late
we tot nk mam at banQuet jek tapy ader org majOk tk dpt mam IKAN PARI
haha !
soo kiter ekot laa dier
breakfast at maCdonald den head to ecp tmpt mam
MAKAN BESAR !
wanie bby came to suprise linawah !
all there except maya as usual laa kn..
aiyoo rabakk uhs !
we didn't manage to finish all the food cos it tOo manyall full !
bloated sakx !
hees !
afta we tOOK alot of piCture b4 heading homeall take cab except me n garda laling
we walk to our bustop super the faR taO
aket kaki but atleast we share alot or stuff
lame tk jpe laa kn semua dah tgl kn kiter dua sedih2...
tkkn aku lakk nk tgl kn garda mcm siakk
tot of mitting ayiit wanna tell somthing tapy tk jad taO !
tkpe2.....hees !
left me alone waiting for bus

wanna know sOmething ?
whole my mind was on hym
kip looking at my hp tapy no msg at all he didn't care
so i decide to msg ferst but no eplyishk !
lbt glerr aru eply asking where am ii cos my sis msg hym kalo tk , tk msg laa dier agak nye knkn...
aiyooo

&&&&
OUR PICTURE ! nk tujOK my bbygurl yg JAMBU BATU !
hehs !
AYIIT U OWN ME SOMTHING TKMO LUPA TAO !
huhu~

nitez2 bby gurl nitez2 bie(oppss not suppose)
mimpi manis(:
mwah !
LOVEYOU !

NOTE: COME ON MAI ! IT OVERR !

2009-09-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

elosh !

out of the blue i feel like blogging

hees !

i doo cookies jux now

2 type it was tiring okeyy ?

u know wad ii actualii made for hym too

it in heart shape , onlii 4piece(:

e rest is choco chiip(:

S N A P !

the heart is my heart for hym

ceyy bedebar ! mcm phm(:

tat one of the piece laa hehs

but dunknow nk bagii takk ?

&& ya he came cOs my parent kip asking abt hym

haiiyaaa leceh taOtaO

but okey la we tok but not like wat we use to be

i felt quite wierd actualli

hoho !

yesterdayy ! guess wad he mit dhan

i was SUPERR scared actualli

but to clear my name

i have to

bring syasya along

it started stupiD cos dhan kip staring at hym

he get mad n start the shouting

ishkk !

i stop hym, cOs dhan is like tat wad.

we find i place to sit n i dun now yy i started crying

*mcm bdk bodoo !*

well, they start talking....

started serious end up to me FUNNY !

L A M E ~

hees !

tapy serious korg ader klaka nk kekek sakx

hees

btw kid dah kekek pon haha !

rabakk kn aku~

PROBLEM aku. aku kekek dgn syasay(:

i get superr fed-up wip dhan wip he startes the FIGHT

"asl ko tk puas nan aku ? nk angkat aku ?"

fcukk !

phase lame sakx

M E R E P E K !

slmt syg aku opss ! bkn agiik haha !

say tat "kiter dtg nk bbl bkn nk gaduh"

huhu ~

MUKA ADA SENYUM(:

okelah end up i ask them to say sowie

afta syasya n hym tok NONSENSE !

ishk smp tertido akuu

hees !

obviously he wun sya sowie

dhan say it first

i appreciate aLotz

thks dhan !

soo it end quite good + lame= MEREPEK

hah ! but atleast i clear my name laa knn..

i kip elakk dari dier laa

mcm wierd laa kn

he still wan us to be togather but i cant

shoo sowie abt tat

i lose his TRUST so in relationship kn

WITHOUT trust it cannot move on nyer

shoo i better leave hym

better stay as fwen shoo both HAPIE even die tknk

but better knkn ?

i dun know laa

but i syg die taO !

hmph !

OH MAII, forgett it(:

SONG

hehs !

btw sowie tk update pape abt my outingz semua

hees lazy laa

agikk pon no pic

hees

but knkn....................................

IM GOING OUT WIP MY BBYGURL TML !

this tyme semua ader except maya Owaes laa kn

haiizz.....

but atleast 6 of us

hopefully it goes well n kecOh

confem i update abt tat okeyy ? alot of picture okeyy ?

*actualli kn hoping tat i can go out wip hym b4 going wip my sis OR out as usual &

plan to buke wip hym but buke paln hancur, wun cum true !*

ishkk !

okeyy laa out here

excited can sayy(:

nitez2 bbygurl

mimpii manis(:

mwah ! hug2 ALL(:

NOTE: iLOVEthem iLOVEhiim , iMISSthem iMISShimm (:

kesedihan):

2009-09-08T10:49:00.001-07:00

elosh !

i cannot sliep due to some reasOn
i can't bear to leave hym
i knOw im at fault this tyme
but serious-LY me & dhan not more than fwen
we close tapy tk smp i matae wip dhan seyy
i know i own dhan alot tat y i dunwan to hurt hym
wat more org yg i syg sngt2..
asl dier tkleh caye aku nie skrg
everything i say tk guna seyy
i lose his trust

he wanna mit dhan
so for the betta i let them mit 1 day
hope everything will go smooth-LY &
all this craps end here .
no matter wad i nid to accept wad gonna happen rite ?
well,accept it but still his name remain in me
i know we gonna end it soon
*crying*

okeyy enuf of it..
&& my dad in hosp last few day
i visit hym today wip syasya
i felt like crying look at my dearest dad
but he getting better
allhamdulilah.............................
atleast tat make me smile for todae
u can ask syasya how moody,pale n quiet person im todae..
well now asking favor frm wanie(:

Thankyou many2 ehk wanie(:
syg kau !
haahaa(:

nitez2 ppl nites bie
luv ya ! luv my bbygurl
mwah !
mimpi manis(:

NOTE: I MAY LIKE HYM BUT I CAN'T LOVE HYM**

penat siol

2009-09-03T09:30:00.001-07:00

elosh !

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realli wanna update todae abt me outing wip bbyGURL
alot of outing & alot of pic to update laa(:
but im superr tired
having klas excursion !
ARMY OPEN HOUSE !
it was superr HOT & im fasting u know
well, paitence is wad i nid
IMAN BEB(:

haha~
argue wip hym again
&&&
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE
IT ENUF !
SUPERR PAIN
haiiyaaa fOrgett itt

ntg to say cos im tired jux finish-ING reading leena blog
okeyy tat true gurl
*sowie nemo but i agree wip it but no matter wad WELOVEYOU*
hope thing getting better(:
okelaa wanna rest n going lala land soon
been days i didn't sliep taO i promise too update pic and abt my outing okeyy ?
nitez2 ! sugar dream too all my laling mwah !
*miss ya*

sickk !

2009-08-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

elosh !
weee~
SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUA
hees !

ferst day of fasting n im siCk
shit !
guess my temperature ?
it 38.8
wahhh ! superr hot u know
been having a bad headache
been lying a round all day man..
hees ! apee dahh~
i dun know how am i going to werk tml
*thinkthinkthink*
i can't go werk in this state right?
wip e pale looking girl~
ishk !
mcm Org giler ilang uma sakx..
huahahaa~
weell, see how tml laa..
hees !
nOthing to say right nOw
till here wanna rest rest nOw..
nitez2 !

sakett tyme !

2009-08-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

elosh !
im superr sick
i look pale in the mOrning
even syasya terkejOt gtuu looking at me
hees !
ntg to rite abt todae laa...

it jux tat i accompany syasya to poly padahal im sick tOo(:

den hang arnd at syasya palce tat all.

but yesterdae yesh..
go karaOke hees !
cnfem korg2 pk kiter MINAH KRAOKE BTOL !
haha !
we go ramai2 this tyme..
hees !
but this tyme the miC suck !
hees
as usual we taking pic laa knn..

n ya i went out wip hym on sati think..
hees !
okelah gtu2 jekk mcm biasa
padahal i argue wip hym again
haiz..
dun knw y we kip argue taotao
sediih man..
nVm laa..
hopefull it betta nOw.
im sick..superr sick
so up to here ayte upload pic other tyme..
nid to haf rest..

hanya tuhan saja yg taO bertapa saket nye aku nie.
maaf kn aku kalau ini salah ku
im sick cos kip thinking of wad had happen
i wish i can tell u tat bie
iloveyou~

NDP (:

2009-08-13T04:47:00.000-07:00

elosh !
hey ! how u guys celebrate NATIONAL DAY !!
hees !
i celebrate it wip my fwens
hees !
actualli b4 tat dah tgk dah perview nyer..
haha !
me wip iwan all..
hahaa
my sis yg dpt kn tix
penari kata kn
kebetulan my fwen was tere too
cheer !
hees !
superr colourfull tao2 !
n the big big big patung mcm cute gtuu
haha..

afta tat 1wk b4 national day
i out wip my schoolmatez
the idiotzz...
haha !
there arnd 10 of us i guess..
plus my hubby too..
my fwen pakse ajak dier lakk
haiyaa..
kecoh...
2 brother kip posing jek keje
byk peyy HANSEM !
p dah maBok !
haha
chly2(:
den we go makan tyme ! walk to bugis n eat laa..
haha
tap kecoh glerr wen we were walking tuh...
huhu~

den aru laa NDP !
we at marina me my hubby n syasya(:
waiting 4 maya
last min die join kiter
hees !
go mam laa...
hees !
kua marina den...................................
bomb buum belabonmmm !!!
firework started !
on time pe kiter
huhu~
tros go suntec walk2
hees !
somthing happen arh actualli between fendi n maya
*sowie cannot explain*
maya superr fed up
so i try cheer her up
by kip making stupid thing & tok super thing too
haha !
they kip laughing
nono-stop lak tuu
hahahhaaa !

den at 11 maya wen home alone
me n the rest continue the journeyy
haha !
tgk movie laa
hees !
U.P !!!! 3D bebey(:
super cute
super stupid
super lame
BUT.............................................
super sweet
hees !

afta tat we went home
superr tired !
haha
but me n syasya cannot sliep
shoo we msg leena to join us lepak
haha
there we goes kip talking till 5 am
haha
tat the part we take piCture b4 went back home
hees !
tap picture semua lame glerr..
dgn tk make up
mcm hantu !
MOMOK DI WHAMPOA ! haha....
show u the pic other tyme !

super late update

2009-08-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

elosh !
fuhh ! it been 1mth since i update
been bz n moody
alotz of thing has happen u know.
superr alotz..
kip argue wip hym
again n again
atlast it end yesterday
lazy to argue wip hym again
i met hym n we wen to syasya place
gotta help her.
he bring me tere n fetch me home baCk again.
oh gosh ! u dun know how muCh i mss hym.
but i can't say tat to hym.
&&&& i have muffin made by kak !
syasya's sis in law laa (:
superr T I R E D !

all right i start nOw..
I went out wip my lovely baby

hees ! S Y A S Y A (:

we went to this indon restaurant
having fun while eating ,we kip toking..
n ya click ! take pictuRe b4 eating hees !

den we went to arCade to haf fun there
at the arcade itself...................
CLICKCLICKCLICK !
S N A P !

hoho !
superr funny wen sya n me play arCade
hees !
kalaka banget !
she kip shouting u know..
haha !
& ya i had a big BIG big !
B E A R !
i win it !
&& not bcOs of sya i jux say it !
hapie too e max seyy...

nOw wen we celebrate me sis bdae !
tat was on 19 we celebrate it !
HAPIE BURP DAY !
it was at EAST COAST PARK
bbQ -ING !
huhu~
superr fun laa..
my counsin was tere too..
we even play with the beach
all wet !
at last !
S W I M M I N G time !
haaa~

ayte next is wen i go out wip my sis I D A (:
accOmpany her go check up !

huhu~

cn't waet for the B A B Y laa seyy !

den we go to marina sq shOpping tyme !

we brought sOme shirt for the baby

superr cute taotao !

den we went esprit tat my werk plaCe to buy JEAN !

haha ! SALE SALE SALE !

den we go for DESSERT !

tat at ANDERSON !

SNAP !

hees !

sedapp seyy !

&& lately wen i had prOb i went to the karaOke lotz of tyme taO

last wk i go 2tyme staraight

glerr !

pekik2 ilang strezz(:

tis wk i went to..

wip my lovely gals..

poppy n syasya(:

&& i superr miss my galfwen !

T U R S I N A !

wen can i met her ?!

n ya we been lepak-ING at syasya plaCe TIONG BAHRUU !

we brought D O N A T (:

favOurite !

stay till nite toking n playing wip her niece

Tiara Issabella(:

superr cute

superr nottie

super clever

superr talkative

THE DAY I CRY

2009-06-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

elosh !

fuhh my eyes in pain now..
i cry whole nite yesterdae..
fcuk !!

hmmm,ya he cum my home i felt hapie got to see his face u know..
ya can say we did tok n haf fun jugak laa..
tap tk mcm usual jekk
i kip telling myself i dunwan to argue
i we didn't not
hees !
till wen he back home..

i felt tat die mcm nk tnk lyn kid jek ????
mcm siakk kn ...
org dah berbaik..
since tat dae he got to know he like dunwan lyn me gtuu
bingiit u know..
atlast ! he back as normal afta saying tat hoping tat im being sry for wad i did?
shit !!
i didn't do anitin taotao !
ape seyy !
bencii uhs !
sOO i ask hym kalo die nk break tk...?

morning he msg me..
but i tk eply laa kn..
atlast i eply gtu2 jek..
den i can see it over..
dah mcm biasa gtuu tap kn afta i say abt e break thing dah mcm weird between us laa sey
so i ask hym out b4 miting his fwen for shisha .
he tkleh mcm ane nk mit ? nnt tkle antar alek laa..
mcm2 uhs..
bingiit akuu !
haiz..
okelah till here
i wanna go out ! huhu
WITHOUT hym pn tkpe uhs !
hmph !

220608 fcuk !

2009-06-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

elosh !

yesterday bad day too e max
i hate it !
fcuk !
all happen in one day taotao..

firstly, i wanna wish my guy
HAPIE 1 YEAR 1MTH Bie !
&&
im sowie i lie to u..
it jux tat i dunwan to mit u at all..
im superr dissappointed in yOu
"i taO wad dae tap i keje" dia kata !
i realli dun know wad to do..
yesterdae & todae whole day at home..
im sowie..
i wanna tell u tap i takot u cnfem cum my home knkn ?

yesterdae i kua nan iwan n anje..
cousin life !
thnx to em !
i cheer up yesterday
they the ones make me happy..
u know wad we do stupid things yesterday..
jux feel like our childhood days
huhu~

at nite kiter kua bcos of IWAN !
den jpe dan n fwen kt bugiis
so join the MAKAN !
actualii i was supper hungry tap no mood to eat..
we go plaza sing jap den wen home..
i lost my gelang !
ishk !

todae whole dae at home jekk
boring gler..
malam jekk go tpy 4 awhile
i try to face dia tml
tkkn i nid to lie to hym agiik
it pain lying to hym
sowie..

&&& i wanna thnx to HYM !
thankyou 4 being there 4 me
try to cheer me up
hearing to my problem n hapie moments
i appreciated it alots..

T
H
A
N
K
Y
O
U
!

N ALSO THNX 4 E GELANG !
U FOUND IT BACK 4 ME
IT HARD TO BELIEVE U WILL DO IT
SHOCKING TO ME
BUT STILL THNX ALOT
I REALLI DUNKNOW WAD TO SAY
IM SPEECHLESS
NO ONE WLD DO TAT JUX BECOS OF A GELANG
I DUN THINK MY GUY WLD DO TAT TOO
THNX YOU !
IM SCARED):

long update

2009-06-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

elosh !
lame tk update
sowie...
it not tat i dun wan to update, mls laa
agiik takot gtuu kn.. n my PROJECT is done(:

haiz..
super duperr alot of thing happen to me lately
the sure one tat hurt is tat dia dah taO abt hym..
i know it hurt dia tap i realli dun know wat to do..
i dun wan to hurt anyone.
tat was i kip all the way..
but if it hurt you, im willing,us to go on our own way
tat the easy way for me.
coz i realli cannot TAHAN laa !
sometime i cry thinking abt it..
jux like now.
u know sometime i feel 'hym' know abt me more than my own guy.
i dun know yy i felt different now
i try to be normal lyn dia all..
tap mcm weird uneasy sometimes laa
I DUN KNOW !!!
all i know i still love him eventhough not like wat it use to be

can say tat we jarang bbl to each other
sama2 bz wip thing to do
dia nan MOTOR dia n i wip my fwen biasa laa kn..
even todae i kemas uma all waiting for dia to dtg uma..
atlash tk jad dtg
n kate aku yg tk kasi dtg ape seyy..
geram taO dah tgu abe tk dtg jpe kwn die tu arh.
tknk mit me ckp uhs ! alermek ! gue bingit banget lO
see see see tk bbl tk jpe..
entah laa...

oke the rest of it i let my picture to be ur story teller ....

oke tat us at vivO huhu~

sisha tyme ! hehs join per ?

my lovely gals..

there the winner taking piX wip her fans(:

mamam tyme ! at ramenten(:

OUTING TIMES !

2009-05-27T21:07:00.000-07:00

elosh !

hees ~

as usual kid late update again

huhu~

OH WELL i been bz wip skool n werking laa..

but nOw my skool laa important banget dong !

PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT !

fuhh !

oke now i start wip the days i nvr update..

hmm,

starting wip mon: i did go skooling still sick..

but at nite i reali2 have to top p my ezlink

so i rush to tpy the nearest mrt to top up

i mit hYM shOO sweet of him to accompany me laa seyy !

tues: i went to skool ! i got alot of thing to do seyy..

pening !

at 12 i wen back cabot laa tuh !

i mit HYM lagiik !

ask hym to bring 3thing he suppose to bring..

LAPPY*BOOK*VCD

he bring it all..

mit at tamp tat was wen im wip my kalzmate,rizal(:

we take cab & wen to tpy..

sit at library..

i kip thinking.." knape beg dia mcm besar gtuu?ada BOMB ke ? "

huhu~

we at lib play lappy..

atlast at nite i wanna go home

as usaual he will send me home..

den i got to know thing inside his beg actualli is for me ????

W O W !

gosh ! isn't he nice gerl ?

it was superr heavy !

kip asking 4 the book i wanna borrow frm hym

but he say all togather in 1 paper beg..

i was oke !

reach home wip a S M I LE on my face

hees !

i had a bath n wen in to my room to see wad it is..

u know wad i had somehing i LOVE n books !

TWILIGHT !

all series ! but i was not tat hapie tat book cost a bomb u know

i hate it laa.. i jux wanna borrow but he buy me a new ONes..

haizz !

as long as dia ihklaz, aku terima dgn sepunuh hati

cheyy !

hoho !

wed: it was yesterday wen i mit him again

was surppose "DIA" amek aku aliin taO..

tap kata nyer nk service motor laa tulah..

benci !

soo i mit HYM laa..

we go tpy to eat

he treat me to huhu~

S W E N S W E N bebey !

im lovin it !

haha..

have fun taking pic of food..

we eat...

i love the soup bebey !

sit and talk all the way

den we went home

kid look shoo immature idotz (:

njoying e moment of eating ice-cream(:

where DIA kt situu lO..

i salam hym n den mandi..

all the way i watch teeBee like usual laa kn..

he beside me trying to tok to me

i dun know yy i felt WEIRD ! ???

hmm,on the same tyme i felt i MISS hym

aiyaahh...

sunddenly i had fever seyy...

my dad know me..

suap kn kid Obat lagiik

aiyaahh ! u know OBAT !!!!!!!!

i eat my cousin laugh at me !

ASS HOLE !

den he went home..

salam n kiss hym i felt ..

go in to my room & msg HYM !

he eply quite late till i sliep

haha !

S
O
W
I
E
(:

ya tat all...

being thinking wad im doing todae..

i know i had a report n pp to do..

*RUSHING*

u know something i thinking like HYM is like my guy where as my guy is like a fwen

gosh !

y can't he treat me like wad my fwen treat me seyy?

is it hard ?

what am i in ur heart ?

jux nid u to be by my side tat all wad ?!

NOTE: kid hapie this week on sametime STRESS !

HURTING DAY OF ME

2009-05-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

elosh !
tired laa yesterday ..
go teman my cousiin shopping..
i was sick at tat tyme but i still wen outz coz2 bored at home for sure !
hees !
fun part wen we play arcade as usual laa my adks wanna play
i jOin along
we race !
guess wad the champion is here !
tat me bebey..
haha(:
L
O
S
E
R
(:

todae is jux not my day,
sudenly had a sharp pain ..
i help my mum wip the housewerk
den had a rest wen i know he be coming..
gOsh !
fOr soo long i didn't met hym..
u nvr know wad i feel..
i MISS hym badly taotao..
but den loOk like we jux can't communicate seyy..
sediih at first but i kip myself shut up.
we hardly tok..
at last he say he wanna go home..
it not 8 yet u know
i was SHOCK !
nvr he be back soo soon..
i felt like crying but i smile all the way.
sent hym out where we tok..
he kip asking me alot of question tat make me angry
the same question owaes..
im still smiling.
i think he tot of something.
kiss him n i left

i kip myself in room crying thinking of wad had happen
i felt uneasy n confuse.
all the way i be thinking
he say he be taking care of me wen he at my home
but den NTG !
1 year wip no celebration !
nothing but tat i can put aside all i nid is hym to stay wip me
& care abt me..
is tat hard BOI ?
is this relationship mean anything to u ?
is this wad they say " at first it smell nice but end up it turn bad ? "
fcuk !

NOTE: superr confuse !

MEMORIES TAT STAY FOR ME

2009-05-21T08:28:00.000-07:00

elosh !
wah long nvr update laa seyy !
oke2 alots of thing happen to me tis wk
alot2 skalii laa !
u know wat i mit hym all the way seyy
he is superr nice !
hees !

i ask hym for a break
i mean like take a break we both nid tyme too cool down n all.
but he refuse .
he bsing2 all the way cntacting me n all..
jux tat i feel diff he not like wad he used to taOtaO !
he nvr care like dulu..
even wen im sick he tataO
padahal i tol he oready seey
sediih knkn*

haiz...

ohya abt my OPERATION !
sure u all wanna know rite ?
oke i tell !
fuhh ! superr pain todae morning..
i woke up find myself drowsy n warm..
go toilet i see tat my "..." got like white thing gtuu..
den it BURST !
im superr scared tat i dun know wat to do..
so plan to go see doc in the afternOOn.
but since it BURST i think i betta go NOW !
TAT GUY wanna teman but at first i dun wan laa..
tot of going wip hym but i think back he bz nk ke teman ii kn..
sO i accept TAT GUY offer
better than go alone rite
im scared as u know DOCTOR laa knkn
go check doctor say
*"i get u loton to apply on it n medicine to eat
if it betta den im lucky babe but if it grOw tat mean
HOSPITAL !!!*
so no choice even i hate medicine betta den go HOSPITAL rite..
he pay my bill for..
wierd at first but i'll sure pay him back (:

denN.............

we go eat at tpy.
funny part wen i can't eat my OBAT in fornt of alot of ppl laa seyy !
cannOt cannOt !
hees !
go guardian to find something den we go home..
he anta me den head all the way home.
b4 tat knkn ! i saw $thOusand doLLar ! he is superr duperr crazy babe !
hees !

NOTE: *:)*

THE FRIGHTENING MOMENTS

2009-05-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning feeling feverish weak & uncomfortable
i dun know y..
i got to know tat my operation part feel super pain.
i started to feel scared at tat moment
im blank!
i kip thinking abt the day i went tru it a;;
it painfull..
i really can't accept it..
im scared if it happen again
fcuk ! i hate hospital seeyy !
someone help me now..

i been lying whole day like a dying women.
thinking n thinking~
gosh ! wen im suddenly think of DAN..
he even go tru more than me
he is still strong

i told myself i can..
i tot of pressing it if it can BURST itslf
but it to pain full
i decide to see how it be..
i hand tis all to ALLAH
semoga tuhan menolong aku & lingung aku dari semua itu..
amin..........

NOTE : kid is superr duperr SCARED

GETTING GOING BEBEY !

2009-05-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

elosh !
yeaH im hapie todae..
huhu~
u knOw the day i go out wip him..
fun giler !
he treat me like a princess
first he take me den go suntec in cab..
as u know i HATE cab..
reaching straight tgk JGN TEGOR !
my 2nd tyme watching it
huhu~
afta that we walk to esplanade
long time nvr go there laa seyy..
he treat me to "HAAGEN DAZ "
ofcOs i dunwan laa kn...hmm..
malu taO2...
hmm..den start wip the talking..
abt hym..
nOw i know wad he mean by not having fwens n all..
it hurt hearing abt him..
my tears drop slowly.

den we walk outside the esplanade
sat there..u know wat i felt shoo hapie tat day..
he even say tat he can't stop smiling(:
hapie to hear tat..

at nite i majOK wip him
huhu~
he kip say sowie seyy..
padahal im oke wip it..
hees ! he fetch me frm werk
u know wad ! unbelieveable
he gave me ******* ?!he is the firt ONE man
gosh !
how sweet is he..
u can't imagine tat
shoo gurl out there treasure him if i have him..
u wun regret it bebey !

i really want to say THANKYOU soo much for all u did
i realli feel great and hapie..
im soo touched by you
but as u know im att i cannot do anything abt it..
but y am i slowly to like u without knowing ..
i realli hope we still in cntact..
dun wan too lose u fwen(:

CAN'T STOP THE FEELING

2009-05-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

elosh !

man boredem strick me !
gosh !
whole day at home do NOTHING

i been thinking all day long
is this want i want..
im not sure abt it
all i know i felt shOO bless n hapie
i kip smiling
but sumtime it make me think abt MUSTAQIM !
no man !
ishk !
at lash i told someone abt it
tat is my lovely Fannaa(:
she ask me to "fight the feeling"
??????

realli nid to end this b4 it get worse..
i been thinking y i nvr met hym first ?!
fuH !
*thinking thinking thinking *

B IM AM SOO SOWIE TO DO ALL THIS
REALLI SOWIE..
DOESN'T MEAN TO TREAT U LIKE THIS
IT HURTS ME TOO

NOTE: superr duperr CONFUSE

THE STARTING OF FEELING

2009-05-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

elosh !
ferstly im at dead meat nOw..
i really dunnoe wat to
no One know nOw.
i jux dunnoe who to share it wip..
is it the starting ?
man !

im feel comfortable
shiit ! there i go again..
yy am ii feeling like tiz ? !
i dun wan to hurt any or to be hurt oke ?
realli nid to think seyy !
i dun wan to lose MUSTAQIM as well !!!
i felt tat he treat me better or wad seyy untill im like tis..

REALLY NIE SOMEONE NOW !
gosh !

NOTE : kid screw thing up babe

TRUST ME IT TYP AGAIN !

2009-05-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

elosh !
how are you ?
hehs !

as usual he take me frm skOol
sO we wonder arnd again,trust me it tpy again
haha !
& ya i buy my mum present oready seyy
wallet !
lawaa laa seyy !
* entah dah blang lom hehs *

we slack at tpy again !

Todae had fun again
i didn't skooL
hang arnd wip "them" AGAIN !
tpy AGAIN !
huhu~
we take alot of pic again haha !
nice pic stupid pic pon ada laa seyy !
huahaaahaaa
i'll show euu !
reach home i felt little BINGIT wip my ibu
i know wad she mean by saying like tat to me !?

~ILOVETAKINGPICTURES~

NOTE : trust me ! kid loves taking photo & im having fun !

THE DAY I HAD A BACKACHE

2009-05-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

elosh !

i had a fall laa seyy..
still hurt sO i stay at home
follow by my sister too !
haha !

We decide to go tpy to eat.
and we actualli do a simple pinic at the park !
huhu~

it fun although my back still hurt.
we did take a lotz of picture
MOdel kata kn
haha !

we buy super alots of food tat dae
i felt bolt-ED
(:

&&&

yesterday, i went mit hym at typ
i wanted to buy something for my ibu
although, iii & my ibuu is not in a good term now.
well,it MOTHER's DAY OKE ?

fine i'll say sOwie to her.
cannot see her do all things on her own.
it hurt me.
seeing her like tis.

ibu,mai mintak maaf sangat2. bkn nk uat gtuu..tap mai rasa tk adiil ibu.
knape mai yg kene y not haf of it pass to anje.
asl semua mai yg kene
mai tk semua dibanding kan..
mai cuma nk ibu faham ape yg mai nk kata kn.. ibu
no matter wad i ILOVEYOU(:
mwah !

late update !

2009-05-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

elosh !
on last wed at last ii mit hym
quite a while didn't mit hym
winduu gler !
hees !

he take me frm skool den go ecp to chill out as usual..
we back home at nite..
den we watch teeBee togather2..

fridae : i werk laa say was suppose to mit hym laa..
nvm..
tired as alot of customer in and out..
pinggang nk patah !
afta werk i &b cousin & bro & sis go watch movie
midnite movie !
eventhough im tired but still have energy to see..
biasa uhs matae aku act !
haha !

WOLVERINE !!!!

&&& saturday i watch " JGN TEGUR ! "
seram !
but as u know there someone beside me to hug i feel betta laa atleast
huahaha !
i kiping pressing on his hand
haha !
excited & scary !
huhu.

:DD

NOTE: kid is miss & having a tired day but fun !

THE SENSE OF FAMILY LOVE

2009-04-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

elosh !
it quite late but i jux get myself to sliep laa
hmmm...
something happen at home
i guess all clueless

even someone so call the lil bro [alwayz arguewith hym] cry for hym
can see alot feeling down & cry
hmmm...
hOpe he learn his lessOn & wun change 4 the better

mai harap kn abg akan beruba lepas ape yg belaku
realli hope for the best to you
selamat it 6 daes knkn ?
tc abg !
cya soon(:

THE MEMORY THAT LAST IN HEAD

2009-04-27T23:17:00.000-07:00

elosh !
sunday i had a nice day so call.
huhu~
it was raining & guees wad
me my cousin n my sis play in the rain.
so is my dad & bro but jux for awhile
hoho !

fun !
remind me of my childhood tyme..
i miss tat bebey !
hmmmm,

at nite i went to werk !
as my shift is at nite
my place got tat stock tik !
wateva laa !
tired seyy..
scan everything in the shop
& i have to count them to double check
fuhh !

end at abt 2
&& head home in cab (:

NOTE: kid is superr duperr Tired !

late update(:

2009-04-26T03:18:00.000-07:00

elosh !
sowie didn't update as being bz now.
ferstly i want to write about the day i went out with hym.
*220409*
it's our 11 mth bebey !
atlast we out..
we out quite late actuallly as im schooling.

afta schooling getting ready to go out
huhu~
b4 go out i actually cry cos of my mum
darm !
hmm,
we went to bugis to buy tat sister of mind bdae present tat i own her..
as usual we walk to suntec & spent all the way there.
he bring me to PASTAMANIA !
huhu~
sedap !

den we walk2 at the park..
we didi talk alot.
hoho !

after had fun there we went home
so he sent me home as usual..

NOTE: kid being shOO lucky & hapie ! (: